I have learnt a lot from the past few months. What I have leant? Too many that even I myself can’t describe it all.
Firstly, working environment is not that simple after all. We need to make a good connection with our colleagues in order to get our work done. As a trainee engineer, I must say that I have learned a lot in the past 3 months of my internship. And best of all, I was surrounded with the opposite gender most of the time. Haha! The whole engineering department consists of only 1 lady engineer, which means I am the other lady trainee engineer ( which make the total to be 2 ). I must admit that the status of an engineer itself means that they are professional people with the oh-not-so-good looks syndrome. But one thing that I am amazed at is that ALL ENGINEERS are very THE gentlemen. Fuhh.. totally out of my expectations. At first, I was assuming that most of them will look and act like a nerd but well I was so so so WRONG.
WORK? Hehe. Work is never easy with so many deadlines to meet and yet so less machines is available. The perfect word to put in this text would be RUSH RUSH RUSH which also means FAST FAST FAST. When busy that time, I don’t even have the time to go for a PEE ( that bad …) but when NOT BUSY AT ALL, too bored until I can actually fall asleep on my desk. Funny right? After work, its time to eat, bathe and by the time I wana rest and watch tv, its already near bedtime hour, which means I go to sleep as early at 10pm from Monday to Friday. Its tiring. I must admit that STUDENT’s life is much better than working.
Though working is something that I don’t really enjoy but I am totally looking forward to finally get my own job as a qualified ENGINEER. Well, this is what I really wana be after 5 years of studying like crazy in MMU. Every single thing is MATHS, MAths MAths and MORE MATHS. Now my aim is to support my family WELL! Well enough as in I can afford to provide them with a better living environment where they can relax and enjoy their life with me and my siblings. When I was in
LOVE and relationship. The GOLDEN QUESTION of every single girl to another. I don’t know why we ( girls ) tend to ask our friends again and again the same questions. Some of the examples: EH U GOT BOYFRIEND DY AR? EH HER BOYFRIEND HANDSOME OR NOT? TALL OR NOT? EH, I HEARD YOU BREAK UP DY AR? WHY BREAK UP? EH, YOUR BOYFRIEND RICH AR? And the lists goes on and on. Truthfully I don’t know why we girls love to ask that type of questions though. I guess its just GIRLS? Even me myself tend to ask that questions. Why? I myself cant answer that ! Haha.
My relationship with my bf? It’s a really really long story which happened 3 years and 8 months ago. We first met each other in uni and we started to go out for lunch, dinner, study sessions and movies together. Slowly that feeling of comfortable and easy going with each other attracts BOTH of us to be together as a couple up to this day. Some of my friends always tell me that they envy my relationship and life. Why? Truthfully I cant even answer that myself. Yes, I must admit that we ( my bf and I ) are really happy being with each other, supporting every single thing that each other want to pursue at and loving each other as the way we are. BUT… yes a big BUT …. We do quarrels and have misunderstanding at times. Misunderstanding will eventually brings a couple stronger or maybe weaker than ever. It is all up to the 2 of them ( couples I mean ) to think about it logically and emotionally.
I myself have been heart-broken before. Come on.. we all have our secrets do we? Its hard to actually tell everyone what you have been through and why it happened. A happy couple doesn’t mean that they don’t fight nor argue at all right ? To me, after each “make-up” time, our bond between each other drew us to be stronger and stronger each time.
However, i do have certain “dark-events” which I wouldn’t wana remember about. Sometimes I asked myself.. IS THAT MY FAULT? I don’t think so coz I have already tried my best to be what I can. If that’s not enough, I have nothing else to say nor give… Though its in the past now, I don’t know when will I ever forget bout it… but I am trying my very best… up to this day, I am still trying hard…Sometimes I wana tell it all out to my friends but I cant….Sigh... I am always there to support him… but who is there to support me?
Sigh sigh sigh…
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