I HATE YOU

sigh.. i dont know who can i tell this to.... so here it is.... from the bottom of my heart :


WHY?
Why did u do that?
Why must you always repeat the same actions when you know that you already have ME?
Why must you hide it from me?
Why must you talk to her , only when i am asleep?
Why must i SHARE you with HER?

Dont you know?
Dont you know that i have feelings too?
Dont you know the meaning of jealousy?
Dont you know that sooner or later it will turn to "HATE"?
Dont you know the meaning of responsibility?

Where?
Where are all the "mushi mushi" smses that i used to receive from you?
Where are the hugs and kisses from you, that only i get , and NO ONE ELSE?
Where are all the sparks between us?
Where is the old YOU, that makes me happy all day long?

Who?
Who makes you change your perspective of life?
Who became so important to you out of nowhere?
Who took my place in your tiny little heart?
Who took you away from me?

Explain?
You didnt,
Cry?
When i cry, you dont even ask why,
Hint?
Too many hints given but to no avail,
Discuss?
Only when i talk about it,

If,
If you said that she is only a friend of yours,
Then why must you hide it from me?
If you know the boundaries between you and her,
Then why must you keep in touch with her every-single time of the day?
If you know that both of you cant be together,
Then why are both of you acting as though hoping for micrales?
If you think that you can have ME and HER,
Then you are totally WRONG,
If you know that you have been misguided along the way,
Then why didnt you change your path?

I,
I LOVE YOU with all my heart,
I have revolved from a ugly duckling to a SWAN because of you,
I have changed completely because of you , in the right way one should be,
If ever, one day both of us ended up in different journey of life,
Its not because of me ,
But YOU and only YOU !!!